I would love to know what God's plan is for me and our family. I know I have posted some negative things lately and for that I apologize. Things aren't going the way I want. Things aren't horrible, most times they are good if not great, but I wish I knew how to steer things back the way I would like them to go.
We had a sad day the other day, I miscarried our baby, and while I was conflicted on the pregnancy it still is a sad thing.
We did not invite M's parents to Baby E's birthday party and I think it was better for everyone involved.
So, while I don't know what to expect from day to day, which makes me quite anxious, things aren't horrible but I feel like they should be maybe in a different place. I'm confused and anxious.
I LOVE Christmas! I can't wait for Christmas morning with our two kids. This is my favorite holiday season. I love all of the tradition that goes along with it. I am going to focus on that and the happiness I can find in each day.