Thursday, December 20, 2012

God's Plan? Sure wish he would tell me....

I would love to know what God's plan is for me and our family. I know I have posted some negative things lately and for that I apologize. Things aren't going the way I want. Things aren't horrible, most times they are good if not great, but I wish I knew how to steer things back the way I would like them to go.
We had a sad day the other day, I miscarried our baby, and while I was conflicted on the pregnancy it still is a sad thing.
We did not invite M's parents to Baby E's birthday party and I think it was better for everyone involved.
So, while I don't know what to expect from day to day, which makes me quite anxious, things aren't horrible but I feel like they should be maybe in a different place. I'm confused and anxious.
I LOVE Christmas! I can't wait for Christmas morning with our two kids. This is my favorite holiday season. I love all of the tradition that goes along with it. I am going to focus on that and the happiness I can find in each day.


  1. Hang in there. Sending positive thoughts your way.

  2. Love you and things will get better. "This too shall pass" and soon ill be down there!

  3. Oh no. :( I am so very sorry that you had to experience that heartache. Sending lots of hugs your way!

  4. This makes my heart hurt for you. Keep your chin up... You'll never be given something you can't handle! Text me if you ever need to talk!

  5. I'm so sorry to hear that things are rough for you. I'm especially sad to learn that you lost the baby, but we should assume that it happened for a reason. As cliche as that sounds, just imagine that it's in heaven and will never have to feel pain or worry. You have two BEAUTIFUL babies that love you, and down the road you could have more when it is right. Don't feel bad if you want to go to counseling. Sometimes you just need someone to listen to you. {{HUGS}}

  6. I have been trying to catch up on your blog and even though I haven't been reading and commenting, you have been one of those bloggers that has been on my mind a lot during my LONG blogging break. I am sorry that you had to go through that and I pray that your family can continue to grow closer together from all the trials.
    Hugs to you Kathryn.


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